Sunday, March 20

omg.. i luv howl man.. wakakakax..

woah.. grey colour.. i guess nv use bfore bahx.. hahax.. hmmx.. todae,, i went to watch movie wif josh n jan.. watch HOWL'S MOVING CASTLE.. wah.. so damn nice.. no wonder josh has watched it for three times.. includin this time?!.. hahax..
woah..i m in luv wif howl!!!.. wakakakax.. he so shuai.. n somehow cute.. somemore so carin.. n wif his 'magical powers'..?!!.. wahx.. so damn in luv wif him.. hahas.. muacks to howl!!.. hahs.. nahx.. jokin.. well.. so lucki n gd of sophie tt she cann meet her guy.. haix.. how i wish i can meet mi guy now.. haix.. hahax.. sad larx.. hahax..
hmmx.. yeah.. nice 'gatherin' wif my dear dear jan.. hahax.. hmmx.. n e happi go lucki guy.. josh.. hahax.. we got go take neoprint after movie.. hmmx.. nice pics horx.. aiyah.. wif mi inside.. sureli veri nice de larx.. hahax.. bhb.. jokin larx.. is actualli.. e ones i dsign jux sux.. haix.. jux sux n sux to e core.. ehs.. i hope u guys not blamin now larx.. cox i noe i realli dsign until veri sucki.. yar lor yar lor..
wahx.. its like.. haix.. i from last yr until now.. not even a cm has grown.. still stayin at 159.. then e jan oso 160 plus aledi.. josh oso reachin 170 i think.. or now even reach le.. haix.. mi so slow.. how i wish i cud b tall too.. haix.. haix.. n haix.. tt will b lke so sad larx.. ah dooi.. haix..so sad.. sobXxsobXx..
aiyah.. another bad news cumin.. one more dae to go.. n its pass up hw time.. well.. i haven realli finish all mi de hw.. sad.. somehow.. i nida do a description of a place.. nida find a pic of a place.. then describe.. bud i jux simpli cannot find one.. all e other pic hav ppl inside.. haix.. ppl in e pics r jux spoilin e beautiful image.. hahax.. jokin.. wellx.. hope i can easili find one tml when i gonna do.. haix..
yeah.. goin back to sch.. is gd.. can hav netball.. then play wif frens.. go get along wif frens again.. hahs.. bud rushin hw sickness will b back again.. aiyah.. oso sad larx.. then somemore this term.. there will b exam.. wellx.. hope i pass everi sub larx.. hahax.. mux study harder.. hmmx.. i try to cope wif studies.. argh.. all bcum of i future e dream.. b a teacher?!.. sick in mind rightx?.. tt mux b wad u r thinkin.. bud tts realli mi de dream.. realli.. realli.. hahas..
hahs.. jux got my hair cut todae.. OSO sad again.. cut until veri ugli.. aiyah.. use to it le larx.. everitime go cut hair.. e outcum sureli is bad de larx.. can predict de.. e one n onli time i m ever so impressed wif mi e hair rigth after i get my hair cut.. is at msia.. mi mummi de fren.. jenny auntie.. hahas.. how i wish i cud go back n cut my hair by her again.. hahas.. sOOn!!!!..
hmmx.. hahax.. i think i shall stop here then.. wanna go slp liaox.. nitex nitex.. *winkx*

Monday, March 14

aww.. surprisin eh?!..

hahas.. hmmx.. i miss mi blogee.. so kp cumin back n see.. hahas.. got e chance to use com for quite a while more.. cox sista goin back hostel onli tml.. hahs..
hmmx.. i now watchin tv.. e show.. veri e veri e nice worx.. touchin stori too.. somehow oso got funni de part.. hahas..
hmmx.. sianx.. have do finish hw yet.. lazie to do lehx.. haix.. left eng de.. like veri diff to do.. jux dun wanna do.. hahax.. sureli will leave until last min then do de.. wakakakakax.. tts wad i m gd at.. hiakx..
hmmx.. sianx.. hahax.. gonna watch tv le.. shall stop here then.. *winkx*

oosh.. nth to do.. hahs..

wahx.. sianx.. at home got nth to do.. hahs.. quite surprisin.. this mornin wake up at 10.. tonight slp earlier lorx.. lol.. hahs..
hmmx.. later goin library to do project wif jess.. minmin.. pawan.. n april.. hahs.. do cme de project.. nahx.. at least better than stayin at home n do nth.. then slp whole dae.. hahs.. will bcum fat pig de lorx.. now aledi veri fat liaox.. hahs..
hiakx.. sis todae takin com back.. haix.. mayb i can go her hostel play somedae too.. hahax.. gd idea.. cox i everidae oso free mahx.. hahax..
hmmx.. i goin play games now le.. shall stop here then.. *winkx*

Sunday, March 13

wellx.. wad can i sae..

aw.. wad e hell can i sae.. jux had a shock this noon when i cum to check mi blog.. some freak who name himself as kp kia.. hahs.. gald tt he noes he is kp.. hmmx.. or mayb its a her.. well.. i hav someone in my mind.. bud dunno whether is he or not.. hahs.. nvm forget.. suits him to sae for her.. not our buisness animore.. n aniwae.. in my mind.. theres no such person.. name tt dunno wad yana.. in class 2f.. out time spendin together are wasted.. nvm..
peeps who r jux sidin tt slut.. jux stop irritatin us.. u tell us not to insult her all those.. its not tt we insult her.. ITS ALL FACTS.. u dun understand.. wait till u hav e taste of bein used by someone whom u hav trusted ONCE.. haix.. well.. we wan forget abt this.. bud its like.. realli so not fair to us.. its not how she treated mi n nor.. bud how hav she treated pawan.. n iqah?!.. treated pawan as a servant.. n iqah leh?.. treatin her as an object.. treasure it when u nid it alot.. n dump it aside when u dun nid it.. sad.. i wonder y she drag iqah into this thingy in e first place.. dotx
its all a waste of time.. haix.. peeps dun blif us.. nvm.. up to them.. we dun giv a damn..
hmmx.. todae.. quite sian de nehx.. stay at home who dae.. hahs.. glad tt tml gonna do project.. then can go out.. no nid stay at home.. sianx larx.. hahs..
haix.. nida so for another sickness of missin com again.. sad.. how i wish i cud buy another com.. bud mi dad dun wan.. he dun wan everidae let us use com.. hahs.. nvm.. wkdaes can use better than nv use at all.. will die man.. hahs..
hmmx.. mayb i can try foret abt e thingys tt r happenin.. bud theres no wae we will forgiv e bitch.. hahs.. she dream on.. kp saein she wan us forgiv her.. bud still wa go ard backstab us.. nvm.. well.. i admit i m in e wrong.. bud did u?!.. nope.. u did not.. in r journal u din even sae u admit tt u r in e fault too.. jux kp continue saein out faults.. well.. think n think nthink for urself..
so fed up.. nvm.. u added another level of hatred to us.. well.. now thingys happen until like tt todae.. u happi now?!.. well.. i noe ur ans.. i noe u r smilin now.. thinkin serves us rightx.. nvm..
u shud noe u r at fault.. hahs..
mmmx.. i shall stop here then.. *winkx*

Saturday, March 12

yesterdae

oww.. yesterdae.. all tt slut's fault.. well.. tts wad she wanted.. cry n cry n cry.. n seek attention from peeps.. then she get all e sympathy.. n i get e blame.. if onli someone had not tell mi wad u hav written in ur journal to mdm sue.. then i wun hate u so much.. u dun guess urself is who tell mi one.. n go ard accuse peeps.. especialli syak.. i noe u will sae its her.. bud its just not her.. happi guessin..
cry wun slove e prob.. u jux simpli like to get attention.. well.. wad happen to reen n pawan?.. its all ur fault.. they jux had a small fight.. all bcox of u.. all bcum worsen.. who ask ur bloodi sickenin moutht o go into tt prob.. its thiers.. not urs.. dun b so kpo.. u go ard backstab pawan.. thinkin tt he wun hate u since he like u so much?!.. well.. u r wrong.. pawan is not so tupid.. now he hate u.. hahax.. u deserve it.. go n count how mani thingys u hav done n how mani ppl hate u.. hahs..
hmmx.. e flowers for e class deco.. u so selfish.. yan did more than u.. bud a simpli onli blue colour flower u oso dun wan giv her.. bud jux wanna snatch from her.. y r u alwaes so selfish n dun think for other ppl?.. dun alwaes think for urself.. think for other ppl.. selfish crap..
well.. u go buy thingys for e class deco.. nvm.. bud its no nid for u to go n buy those markers.. a waste of money.. if u still insist to buy them.. y din u use ur own money to buy e markers?.. we din sae we nid e markers.. is u nid.. n u wanna write thingys.. i noe e markers r wif u.. jux tt u dun wanna admit.. nvm then.. i dun care.. u will b guilty..
u r so gd at actin eh?.. wad u write on e journal.. i dunno wad exactly u hav written.. bud u r jux happi tt mdm sue scolded nor after readin ur journal?!.. u din admit u r in e wrong too in e journal.. then wads e point of writin in journal then?.. obviousli u wanna tell teacher wad kinda person we r.. n e teacher will use e other kinda attitude towards us?!.. no wae.. teachers r alwaes fair.. dun u ever dare dream tt e teachers treat us differently from u.. u treat nobodi as ur fren.. u treat all of them as an object.. which u will use them.. u r jux usin us.. thought u sae urself tt we r ur best frens.. nahx.. dun act so innocent.. we noe wad u r thinkin.. we alwaes noe.. nahx..
i m jux so fed up wif u for tt journal.. everithingy u write there is tt i m in e wrong.. u treat mi as ur bestfren.. u tell mi all ur secrets.. nahx.. onli two.. u think nobodi noes u like tt swk bfore?.. everibodi noes.. open ur ears big n hear from ppl ard u.. hahs.. bud i make this clear first.. i din sae anithin abt it.. ish u make it veri obvioius.. tts wad i heard from peeps.. hahs.. dun simpli accuse mi for blurtin out all ur secrets..
n now.. i m jux feelin tt mi myself is so tupid to hav b ur bestfren for tt time.. u r jux exactly usin mi.. bcox u got no fren as iqah is better wif syak.. then after some time.. when u n iqah's relationship bcum better.. u dun cum to mi animore.. bud after another some time.. u bcum jealous of syak tt she n iqah de relationship veri gd.. then u cum to mi n sae syak's bad words again..
so now wad.. u wan iqah to b on ur side.. bud she dunno who to side.. u cant force her.. think abt it seriousli.. it has nth to do wif her kaes.. u cant force her to side u.. she is not u.. she is not unr servant.. u cant treat her like tt.. though u sae she is ur bestfren.. u r usin her onli bcox u scared u r loneli.. i m speakin e facts rigthx?.. hahs.. now everibodi noes wad u r thinkin.. u r jux far to much for tt t-shirt for ur click.. ken.. umbrella.. sab.. reen.. n u.. y is there no iqah?.. minette lehx?.. wellx.. so easili forget ur closest fren when u hav new frens cumin to u.. hahs.. those who go to u.. i wun blame them.. its jux tt u hav not show ur true colours to them.. bud hav.. to us.. dun treat everibodi as ur servant.. well.. tt time when pawan still likes u.. u totalli treat him as ur servant dont u?.. guilty rigthx.. jux bcox he likes u alot.. dun treat peeps like tt.. they dun owe u anithingy.. iqah oso.. all of us dun owe u anithingy.. so dun treat us like tt..
mdm sue doesn noe wad all u told her r not ture.. did u ever taught nor anithingy??.. nth at all.. u r not even her peer tutor last yr.. dun act like she owe u a big favour for teachin her alot.. hahs.. u tecah her alot.. tts wad u tell mdm sue rigthx.. not true at all!!!!?!!.. u r jux so irritatin.. y r u makin thingys so diff for us.. wad izzit tt u wan.. well.. i hav enough of it.. i think its gonna b veri diff for us to b frens again.. or mayb i dun wanna b frens wif u again.. thiink over n over again.. i noe u r guilty..

Saturday, March 5

i miss my daes of surfin net.. hahs..

hahs.. hmmx.. this new word i learn from mi sis de.. 'hahs'.. nice lehx.. hahax.. wahx.. i miss surfin e net n chattin on com.. wakakakakax.. too bad larx.. com spoil..
hahax.. aniwae.. mi dad jux bough guitar.. wahx.. oso quite fun de lehx.. hahax.. then mi house will b veri noisi.. hahax.. got er hu.. violin.. then now.. add guitar.. wakakakakax.. hmmx.. sick..
woah.. nowadaes.. got a new nick..rapist.. haix.. from crab n verock.. hahax.. they r claire n victoria larx.. hahax.. wictoria is gd fren of claire.. they veri crazy de.. hahax.. i like them.. wakakakakax.. yeah yeah.. dun think crooked larx.. hahs.. aniwae.. i still like jess e best..
hahax.. hmmx.. this wk pass veri fast lehx.. in fact.. everiwk oso pass veri fast one lorx.. hahax.. realli lorx.. its like.. u on mondae.. then a while later.. its fri again.. then sat n sun again.. try to rush wif hw.. haix.. hw n hw.. hahax..
wahx.. nth to sae le nehx.. hahax.. i shall stop here then nitex nitex to everibodi.. hahax.. *winkx*