Yes I take it that i'm officially back to the free of worries period. Nyehehehhee.
PP assessment, didn't turn out good, but not that bad as well. But it's already over.
It's really a huge sigh of relieve. SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I am not very confident of passing, it's just 50-50. But miracles do happen right? Yeah.

&Then I have to skip trainings for what I am busying with these few days till almost the end of the holidays.
The christmas faiirrrrrrrrr.
I thought I'd just sleep off this whole holiday, wasn't expecting a call from Anthony.
So yeah, I'm back to the boring yet fun job - contradicting much!
I feel cheated, really. I don't want to be at the fair. Fair is soooooooo boringgggggg.
Nehmind, at least I have a friend whom I know working with me - WEEKIATTTTTTT!

Ya man, I think if he wasn't working, I would have gone mad yesterday night.
Yes, I left my phone in the girl's toilet again. Realised it only when I was already on the bus to mrt station.
Lucky shiatzxzx, the phone is still there on the toilet roll when I went back to look for it. (Y)
It's the second time this kind of thing happen, no third time please. Scared the hell out of me even though it's a priceless 6300 phone. Nyehehehheheheh!

&&&, the world doesn't revolve just around me.
I need to know, as long as I try to accept it, things can turn out very differently.
This applies to everything.
My perangai-ness worsen these few weeks I must say. I didn't realise it, but now I do.
Alaaaa, I'm trying to change k. Forgive me people. :D

Soccer clinic - JORDAN IS DAMN CUTE.
I wish I'll have a son like this know. I dont' mind pampering him like mad because he doesn't shout at me or scold me but just sing sing and sing!
HAHAHHAHHAHA!
Overall, it's very fun. Really.
And I found out that the kids are from the care corner that I went to when I was in primary school! So sweeetzxzxzx lor!

Lastly, should I ever go Rebel again?
Twice. I went there twice. Both of the times I went in for fifteen minutes, came out and never went back again. :/ K, maybe twenty minutes. But stilllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. :S


The night could have been better if I had been a better friend. Yeah.
We'll still have next time right? *innocent face*
HAHAHHAHAHHAHHHAHAHHA!

It's another time of my life.
Why don't I feel easy when the others had said it was easy to pass?
Gosh I feel like I'm the one in a million, that unlucky one, that sucky one to fail it.
I'm not havign confidence in myself.
If I think I'm going to fail, I will fail.
But I have no reason to be confident that I will pass, because I think my points are still weak.
I cannot take this kind of stress. I don't like this kind of stress.
& I don't like to be alone under this kind of circumstances.

Mumma, save me.
I long for the time when I can say "Mummyyyy, it's overrrrrrr!"
I hope I will cry for joyyyyyyy.
I pray, I practice, I stresss.
I'm weak in this kind of stuffs.
Gosh I should slap myself.

HAHAHAHHAHHHHAAHHAH!
Eh sial laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, I realised how fat I am already! The amount of fats surronding my stomach! Then look at my wallet, only got 2bucks cash! \m/ liao lah!
Sad life I have.
Then I realise, 10th week then holidays is it? I thought next week last week already. BOOHOOOO AGAIN. (N)

Eeish, resume, PP assessment. EH IM SCAREDDDDDDDDDDD. :S
Time past fast, PP assessment, then christmas, then new year, then CNY, then internship for six whole months.
BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

But I'm still having a good life.
CIUM KAUUUUUUU! \m/

Gosh idk what the hell I'm doing.
Two people from separate world, totally different. How did they even meet?
Why is it that I can't seem to get what I want but I always give you what you want?
Or is it just me that's being to egoistic and demanding and blahblah that nothing can please me at all?
A man of his words will still deny his words some day.
Well, thanks for always making me feel so miserable anyway.

Half of November is gone, christmas is coming soon, another year is going to be over soonzxzxz.
Internship will then come, which is going to cut short my three months of holidays to only two months. :/
Honestly, I'm pretty scared about internship.
Idk where I'll get to be attached to, idk what kinda things I have to do, & the commitments too.
Everything, every single thing that is even possible to think of, I'm scared about it.

After this semester, it's going to be my third year.
Cool shiatzxzx, third year? I feel like as if I'm still in year one know. I just miss the freedom that we all had when we're still year one.
Oh well, we're all another step closer to the real and cruel society as each day passes. What to do?
The hardest truth in life. \m/

Homygod, I like looking at my daily grades now. I don't think I deserve the grades seriously, but those gave me the motivation to go to school and talk and talk in class be in it I understand anything or not. Nyeheheheheheh.

I have a boring Sunday. Boring blog with boring posts. Hard to keep this blog alive anymore these days. I think I'm typing stuffs like what a secondary school kid will type on her blog. Hahahaha.


Did I feel it even before I know it'll happen? But then there has to be a reason for that.
I'm broke I'm broke I'm broke that I find myself so pitiful. FML.
I wonder where my money all goes to. I want to get a job but I don't want to.
This is how contradicting my life is.
Actually, I was wondering if my stand is right or wrong. Sometimes I make myself think too much that I didn't realise I was out of the world for some time. Then when I'm trying to come back, everybody doesn't seem to know me anymore.
I bet I've been changing a lot, I can't stop these changes from changing in me, but I am still who I am.
Things get harder to be tolerated after repeatedly happening for quite a lot of times. Idk how long I am able to let these happen. If I let them come and go, solve them so easily, then why did I even find those as problems right from the start? Idk. I undestand myself very well that I can never ever express myself as good as others can.
Maybe it's because I have a smaller dictionary to do that. But sometimes it can be a good thing that you can't express yourself well too, because I don't really like to be a blunt person. :/

I think I'm jumping all around saying from things to things, thongs to thongs, thungs to thungs. Thing thong thung.
Told you this post is redundant. You'll definitely roll your eyes after reading finish everything.
Bah, School again tomorrow.
UT for consecutive three days. & Financal accounting's one tomorrow. Gosh, I need countless prayers to bless me to at least know how to answer a question. :S

Bye world.

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

I don't want to regret.
I want to get use to it. :/
MAMA says it's not niceeeeeee.
Second day's doesn't look like first day's.
I'm scared for school tomorrow.

& anyway, WEEK 6 HERE I COME.
Soon it'll be 15th week!
HEHEHHEHEHEHE. End end end.
Then it'll be the time I start missing you like. *pingpongpiang*

Dah, blog is getting more and more boring.
Idk why I can't put title for posts. Annoyinggggg.
I'm still scared. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!