good day, bad mood.

Where got ghost, really cannot make it.

I actually ps-ed Ferran for the movie. Good time spent with family though. HAHA.

Good things do come to an end.

Bad things come when good things end.

But for me, bad things come again even before the previous bad thing is over.

-.-

mad freak.

MAD FREAK.

Can't stand not messing up my hair.

I have no mood for anything.

HOLIDAYS!

DAMN TIRED! :@

Hell yeah, all UTs finished! Although last one was horribly done, what's done is already done.
&&&, HOLIDAYS HOLIDAYS HOLIDAYS.
Macam excited only, but totally not. Not anticipating it, not planning anything.
I want money but I don't want to work. Got places I want to go, food I want to eat, things I want to buy. Yeah I complain, but I won't do it. It's just, whether it's really that important to me or not.
Apparently, it can be really important. But I tend to mix up my priorities. This is really bad.
I realise alota stuffs going wrong in my life, but I never bother to change it. I say I want to grow up, be an independent kid. I say, I say I say... But I never even tried.

Bad start again. Going to be officially one month to PP report submission date. Me complain. Me still have to complete it in the end.

Luck makes me emo. Laptop's adaptor spoil, now idk what to do. Send it to service? Where sial. Iris.com leh. Oh wrong link. servicegowhere.com. Interesting leh these websites. Still got hungrygowhere.com. HAHA! trainingtireddowhat.com. HAHHAHAHAHAHHA.

sleepwhattime.com
howtodoPP.com
publishpost.com

FARAH DIYANAH'S BIRTHDAY!

22nd August,

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY FARAH DIYANAH.

I have a birthday wish for you, which is, MEET UP SOON!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!

FOOD FOOD FOOD.

Ya my world is so full of food nowadays. Can totally feel the fats already.

& finally i get to meet Ms, like after two weeks?

AHAHAHAHA.

SAKAE SAKAE SAKAE.

& it was a classic day for me to take classic shots.

MUAHHAHHHAHA!

Ut makes me go googoogaga. Made me feel freaking shag. Whenever I notice my heavy eyebag, I feel so guilty for what I done to myself. BAH. LIFE IS SHORT. tsk.

Anyway, already three down. One more to go on tuesday. & I want to study until like mad so I'll score for that ut.

& I like training today. :)

CREEPY.

YES IM MAD IM MAD.

boonlay area is getting creepy.

i haven't study for tomorrow's ut.

im mad im mad i mad.

just shoot me on the head.

SHOES KENA STOLEN AGAIN.

What the hell is the world turning all the people into?

Stealing shoes in the middle of the night?

When it's only just 5 minutes out of sight?

BAH.

Holy mama, I won't ever let it happen again.

Heart pain know. :/

Last two days of school.

Four days of ut after that.

Holidays for 5 weeks.

But why am I so not looking forward to it?

I SAW THIS ONLINE:

IF YOU OBEY ALL THE RULES, YOU MISS ALL THE FUN.

SO SO SO SO, TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME. DO I STILL HAVE TO OBEY THE RULES AND DO MY PP?

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!

BAH

Y'all created a barrier, & now I have a phobia.

It's hard to be living in a lifeee so full of secrets around you. Agree? It's even harder to when you didn't even know these secrets existed. Oh, that hurts.

you.

& again, I face the truth, change for the better.

It hurts a little more, going through all these just to see you smile.

Time to change my kind of mindset.

Stupid & selfish enough cos I'm only thinking for myself.

yomo lamo mamo fofo.

Nobody in this world is perfect.

LOVE

Is it that our differences are pressing me hard in there?
Making it super sensitive whenever one of us mentions it?
Bah, me hate you.

NATIONAL DAY

Out with family to Jurong Bird Park without brother. HHHAAHHAHHAA.

You all know la, go bird park macam go zoo. I see what you think I'll see. But, all birds.

Went to JP to drink kopi after that. I got major cravings for cupcorn(L) for the whole day. Damn sad. & then home to rest and bathe before going nearby some coutry club's restaurant for dinner. Yummylicious dinner. Had cereal fried prawn(L) & CORN SOUP. NYEHEHEHEHEH!

Holiday tomorrow.

I need to set my priorities right already.

September coming soon.

I don't want to start it only during Sept.
I need a slap to wake me up from this sleep.

But then again, I can't stand myself being so adorable. HEHEHHEHE. & LYA can be the best medcine now. :)

3-2 to NP.

They were racing with time till the very last whistle.

We were screaming our lungs out and sudden solemn when the last whistle blown.

We've been through, we've done that.

Me is extremely proud of RPWST girls' determination.

:):):)

Sexcited Public Enemies

Skipped class early in the morning, had impromptu decision to go cineleisure and watch Public Enemies.
Clever people escaping from jail, then make living by robbing banks. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

Super tired.
Last match with NP tomorrow.
One team, one heart, one goal.
Go RPWST, what's going to happen tomorrow, will be what we've always been aiming for.

soccer loser.

IFLABLIML.

BORINGGGGG!

I don't have much things to do online. No websites to go to. SO BORINGGGGGGGGGG!

staying up.

Staying up till such unearthly hour has became my habit every single day. Sometimes it might be even later. BAHHHHHH.

I think my laughter is very annoying. But it takes time to change the laughter. Yeah i've changed from many laughters to many laughters before. AWWWW so lame. I want to laugh like a normal person who laughs normally without attracting too much attention around her when she LAUGHS OUT LOUD. I do like the times when I stare at Norlyn & Norlyn stare at me at then same time, the we really laughed out loud like 2 seconds later. We were laughing at our stupidity for having the same reaction - stare at each other i guess. HAHAHHAA!

No school on wednesdays. Been thinking of starting PP every tuesday night. When wednesday night comes, I'll be thinking 'Shit, gone. Ala next week la next week la. So sat & sun, see how.' YA SEE HOW SEE HOW. I never came out with a successful planner before which i actually will be dicipline and follow it. Let alone telling myself when I should start doing PP.

As usual, I just told myself that I'll do it tomorrow. & I did a little bit of research just now. Problem is, I found research here & there, but how to compile them all together = how to link all of them together? TSK. Ya right, the reason why I can't start, is because I'm already stuck before I even started. Uhhuh, IDK WHAT TO DO FOR CONTENT PAGE. IDK HOW THE REPORT SHOULD BE STARTED. INTRODUCTIONS? WHATEVER WHATEVER.

PP = pokpok. I complain & complain, whine & whine, but I'll still do it la. Sooner of later. Tsk, but the thought of dateline nearinggggg, is really scaring me. Boohoo.

HAHHAA.
YES, THIS IS LATE NIGHT PP EMO MEMO FEVER.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIPMIN!

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HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DEAREST LIPMIN!

:):):)

12am.

Yeah I realised, and I know, that I have been reaching home as late as 12am for almost every night. K, it was for these few nights.
Well, I shall behave like a good girl this week, go home when I can, reach home as early as I can too.
But there's training tomorrow.:/

So tiring to reach home at 11 plus, then I have to submit RJ. Ala, I love wednesdaysssss, when I can sleep till as late as I want or go for a swimming in the morning. But, no more wednesday off next semester. I'm already used to having rest on wednesday, how am I going to survive next semester? Well, I can imagine myself skipping class at least once a week. okay la, not so bad child. But it's really tiring. :/

Marketing tomorrow. I tell myself alsmost every morning that I will contirbute work today, today & today. But I always ended up slacking, or my contribution was alot during first & second meeting, then no consistent anymore to help team mates finish up ppt. HOW SAD.

Good, I feel like I've just revived my blog because I'm updating! HEHEHEHHEHEHE.
Oh, nice match with NYP earlier on! It was a draw! Next match criticalllllllll. Vs NP.
AUSTRALIA. AUSTRALIA. AUSTRALIA. AUSTRALIA.
SMILE BIG BIG. HEHEHEHEHHEHE.

the nicest time ever.

HAHAHAHAAAAAA!

I can't stop laughing at myself.

But apparently, good times will always come to an end.

im pretty into blogging now.

If he's not going to wake up now or later, I swear I am going to emo for the rest of the night.

Guess what. It's only 12am now. Yeah the date hits 2ndAugust for two minutes already.
Hell yeah, I went to zouk and reached home before midnight. The coolest wild child ever. YA RIGHT.
& so, we're being some extras at zouk, cos we're actually not supposed to be there. HE HE HE. Why? Because it's too ridiculous to tell you. Even IHATEYOU laughed out loud at me on the phone when I called to tell her why I was there. :/
And yeah, boring much. The songs, cannot make it. Or it's me, that can't hit with those kind of songs. HAHAHHAHAHHA. Camera was in Kiran's car, so I don't have any pictures to look at now.
OH OH OH. I FEEL RISKY THAT, N's camera phone is going to replace my laokokkok camera anytime soon. Tonight's an example. HAHAAHHAHHA!

I have nothing on tomorrow, who's going to ask me out?
I don't want to spend my Sunday with Hezel and spending money on what I owe him. Boohooo. Not anytime soon cos I'm broke every single day.
That's why money makes me go googoogagaladygaga.

Speaking of money, I bought new shoes from Cotton On. HELL YEAH. As usual, I have difficulty matching the shoes with my clothes. That day I wore it, and I felt like I dressed up like a freaking butch! haha! Sometimes I think it's really just me, not the items. :/

&&&&&&, I GOT A PAIR OF NEW BOOTS WHICH I FREAKING LOVELOVELOVE <3<3<3 NOW NOW NOW! Actually I bought it like two or three weeks ago? HA!
HEHEHHEHEHE.
Was already thinking of getting new boots for myself cos my Tiempo one kind of looks like handicapped already. But before I decided to kill the lazy bums and go down Queensway to take a look at new boots, I found out that my boots were stolen by idon'tknowwho only when I had training the next day. Lucky the training next day was just physical training.
Yeah so, suddenly lazy bum was gone and I went down to Queensway for two consecutive days.
So in conclusion, I got a new pair of boots.

I'm having the typing mood tonight & I'm typing alot. I think all kinds of rubbish are coming out if I'm going to continue.
So yeah, I better just post it now.

FRIENDS.

We're close friends, so I don't want anyone to get hurt. But once we step onto the ring, we have to fight.

I'm watchign this muaythai show now, The Contender, and participants draw lots for the next opponent they are going to fight.
Me is watching two close friends fighting on the ring. alamak, nobody wishes to see anybody injured at the end of the day. I think the two close friends know it best for themselves.
& this is fate. We can't fight our fate.

haha, before the match. A was telling another guy in the gym, with B right in front of him.
A: He's better looking than me.
A: I'll break his nose, so that we can walk together in the future.
A: He play by looks, I play by luck.

The other participants sit around to talk. "A & B were friends, but now that in this competition, all the participants already became friends too." Someone said that. Ya and that means they're all going to fight their friends. But another said "But it's different when you come from the same gym". AWWWWWWWWWWW, EMOTIONAL SEH GUYS.

A won, B was lying on the ring. A can only stand at one side and watch the helpers help B on the ring. But you know what, they went down the ring, they hug and shook hands and ask if each other were okay. homygod, this isn't just any competition they face back there in thailand. This competition marks their future, the winner's future. Having to fight with their close friend is their biggest regret.

When fighting a friend, wininng or losing doesn't matter, because we're still friends. Between friends and money, friends are hard to buy.



Okay i know i am lame. but this is what i saw and i was thinking what will happen to me if i encounter this i the future although i don't think i'll be in any competitions which is just me playing alone. HAHAHHAHAHHAHA.
F to the R to the I to the E to the N to the D.
OH IF YOU NOTICE, it's FRIday to the END. muahahahhahahahah!
K JOKE.

IM GONE. BYE.

ya right. this is the truth.

eh but there're bound to be disappointments along the way right?

night is still young to me. im tired, but i have my entertainment.
my ass is in pain, that's why im not standing up unless im damn tired and really needs to sleep.

oh a random note, FCP has alota mosquitoes, spoils abit of the mood, but part two was still so much better as compared to part one! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAH!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY NINAAAAAA!