LALALA~ it was a REAL tiring dae.
dont know why early in the morning alrealy very tired le. just think.. how am i gonna survive for the rest of the day?
bud i did survive. hahs. just didnt concentrate in class niia.. keep wanting to sleep.
after school.. chatted for quite long in the 3e classroom. hahs. then went down to the canteen and left with jess, min and yan.
met both my sisters at admiralty to have lunch together. had KFC. wakakakax. the buddy meal again. we three shared a meal. HAHAHA.
then walked around admiralty.. and i made my spectacles. wakakakax. FINALLY! hahs. it looks kiinda nice. hahs.
wahhs.. later still got tuition. SO SIAN DIAO lorr. grrr..
wells.. i didnt want thingys to turn this way either.. just that i really dont wanna be in any relationships anymore. its tiring. its painful. its stressing. its just OMG. although sometimes do really feel happiness larr.. bud im stick to my answer, my decision. im just too immature for any relationships. i cant handle them well. i need to learn. sometimes stay single really feels so much more lighter. hahs. alright.. im really sorry for all these thiingys.. in the first place i just shoudnt let myself into it.. bud regretting now is no use. so i just had to leave asap before eveythingy turns out to be worse. after i got in.. everythingy changed. nto change for better.. bud change into more worse.. thiingys just wasnt really what i want them to be. every thought before that being good friends is at least better than being steady? because can communicate better.. feel more like oneself. i noe i have hurt him very badly.. bud if i dont end it now.. it could have hurt him even more. i dont wish to explain.. bud i just wish to see both of us returning to the old times like being good friends. play play and chat chat. bud i guess its very difficult. im really asking for alot. im jsut thinking for myself only.. i dont think for others. bud i can only hope that thingys would be over faster. please, faster, faster, faster.
and lastlly. to mr lester, who is ms nurul to you? she's not even married to you.. PLUS how did you treat her when she was perfectly well? pushed her and shout CHEE BYE at her? you everytime shout at her face.. think we dont know arhhs. you treat her as our punching bag issit? EHH. she's a girl afterall.. try being a girl and think if your boyfriend even do that to you.. you will think that she is really foolish to even think that she's not even suffering. GUYYS are her friends too. and they're her friends. NOT YOUR FRIEND. please larr.. you doesnt wan people to pity her BECAUSE NOBODY FELT PITY FOR YOU? PUI! you dont deserve it okayy. you asshole balek kampong larr! PUI! just some shameless, irritating, disgusting freak trying to AG everywhere he goes. HAHAHA.
hmms.. just really dont feel happy witht he way he does thingys. stupid way mann. hahs.
okayy. shall stop here le then. *wiinks*
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