VERY SAD LA.

SO SWEET HOR.

VERY SAD, JUST VERY SAD.

DISAPPOINTED, JUST VERY DISAPPOINTED.

IRRITATED, JUST VERY IRRITATED.

im afraid i can stand it no more.

ya ya and ya. im the cause of everythingy that happened.

and i simply dont understand why all the faults were pushed to me whenever anythingy happened? it doesnt seem like you were not at fault too. EVERYBODY KNOWS IT TAKES TWO HANDS TO CLAP OKAY.

its was astonishing. the way you people have changed to. aiya, i have changed too. its futile for being hopeful anyway.

unhappy thingys came in a chain. well, im elated that at least there is something which would make me forget about them.

hate me for my attitude, for being unreasonable. at the same time, hate yourself too. just to let you know, i have reasons for being the way i am to you.

har?
like what the hell?
history is repeating la. it never will be the same, because thingys always happen to worsen it.

LALALAs.

GRANDMA, JIAYOUS!

dear friend, im still missing you.