dependant kid.

I'd grown up on the outside, but not on the inside.

I'm turning sweet & holy nineteen this year, but I'm still a very dependant girl.
I am too dependant on people around me, especially my family.
Thinking through everything carefully, I asked them for opinions for most of the decisions I make, even when buying clothes.
How will I be like when I turn twenty-one two years later when I already had the key to freedom?