It's another time of my life.
Why don't I feel easy when the others had said it was easy to pass?
Gosh I feel like I'm the one in a million, that unlucky one, that sucky one to fail it.
I'm not havign confidence in myself.
If I think I'm going to fail, I will fail.
But I have no reason to be confident that I will pass, because I think my points are still weak.
I cannot take this kind of stress. I don't like this kind of stress.
& I don't like to be alone under this kind of circumstances.

Mumma, save me.
I long for the time when I can say "Mummyyyy, it's overrrrrrr!"
I hope I will cry for joyyyyyyy.
I pray, I practice, I stresss.
I'm weak in this kind of stuffs.
Gosh I should slap myself.