proper post

I need a proper post of a happy life.
The previous posts are such turn offs.
But nevermind, people are nice to come ask me why I'm so angryyyyyyy.
I'm sorry, i'll try to refrain from posting such annoying posts again.

notice that i like to bold my first sentence? LOL!
alright, i'll update again probably later.
me have got quite a few pictures!

this holiday is bitch.
not MY holiday at all!

big bully.

Sometimes, people think they seem to know you very well and tell people how you're like.

But deep down, they know nothing about you, at all.

& that seriously pisses me off.

what's blogger for if i mind what i post?
now i know why norlyn changed to LJ. at least that's part of the reason.
because i typed a whole chunk of thoughts and deleted them all.

fuck all.
the only person whom i can talk to, is no longer the only person i could talk to.

oh, no more job. no more money. no more fun. no nothing. BYE.

dependant kid.

I'd grown up on the outside, but not on the inside.

I'm turning sweet & holy nineteen this year, but I'm still a very dependant girl.
I am too dependant on people around me, especially my family.
Thinking through everything carefully, I asked them for opinions for most of the decisions I make, even when buying clothes.
How will I be like when I turn twenty-one two years later when I already had the key to freedom?

spine pain.

i'm a noob.
spine's pain. spine right? lol.
idk why, but i feel like i'm aging. haha.
am excited about the work over the weekend.
i see money, my eyebrows bounce.
i forsee money coming, i forsee what things i want to do & buy with the money.
i forsee alota things already. NYEHEHHEHEHE.
first thing i have to do, is clear all the debts that i owe.
BOOHOOOOOO.

anyway, eapt test tomorrow.
spine always feel weird after training which involves excessive sprinting.

weather nowadays, killing me.
how i wish singapore can suddenly snow one day.
BOOOOOOOO.
i want to get married under a snow weather. cool right. HAHAHHAHAHHA!
*bouncing eyebrows*

601th post!

proud of meself. lol. 601th post. still counting on!

was having super duper yummy cravings for ahmei prata earlier on.
& was excited to makan prata after school.
who knowwwwwsssss, we went to zaika instead!
GOSH!
though the nan is abit like prata, it's still different.
butttttt, the mutton fcuking good shit and butter chicken make me happy already la!
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAH.


it's not really my day today anyway. :/

fuck PP.

stupid fucktard.
don't know what is reject with comments is it.
you don't give comments, how am i going to do what you want.
keep asking what's the reason why i want to do on that, i already stated right.
FUCK OFF LA YOU.
i wonder if you're asking the questions without looking at my scope or not.

WALAN I VERY PISSED OFF WITH YOU!

blogging!

one of the things i do in class - blogging!

too bored already man. too bad.

& there's UT in half an hour's time.

the pictures for sat night;

& the picture for the sis' graduation shoot;

alota people say they look like twins. ALAMAK!

MARKETING IS KILLING US NOW!

emo.

Am in this momy,

where I feel that everybody's feeling nagative of me,

i see everybody negatively,

everything look negative to me,

that i totally cannot stand myself at all.

PMS exist in me?

maybe.

but, it's the peak period.

i may enjoy it, but i hate myself most during this period of time.

homygod, sensitivity.

clubbing at Dbl O!

HOLLA. i feeling major guilty now. idk when i'll stop.
clubbing at Dbl O last night. hahaha. P & me did silly thing to make ourselves dance.
hahhaa. more like he helping to make me high.
major greatful to P's sister. agree with JL, she's super awesome!
she sent us here & there. for breakfast and home.
oh god, i still cannot believe what i did.
did i laugh at P too much? karma la! HAHHAHAHHA!
yeah P was the major joke. Ms meet up soon! got lots of things to share!
V & JL made me shocked. really.
yadayada, i have to vomit when im already a traffic light away from home.
damn loser la!

anyway, i got home at 7 plus, clean up, bathe and slept. woke up again at 10 plus.
idk why i have difficulty falling asleep.
& then out to take both sisters' graduation photoshoot.
awww, both of them wearing the graduation gown. gown?
the next time we go, will be me and my brother wearing it.
HE HE HE HE HE HE HE.
i wear RP one. JOKEEEEEE.
later pp cannot pass then i can't graduate.
sooooo, i had fun! as in, it was quite a cool experience! i can't wait to see the photos!
my first time making up, and they had to make it damn thick.
the moment i reached home, i saw myself as a witch. the eyeshadow smerged and all.
EEEWWWW.

cos of the night, i have confusions of what's lack in my body.
food? sleep? what else?
im damn tired. had diarrhoea after lunch.
but i still miss the night.
i can't help to say, i want to do it again!

SORRY, NO SUCH PERSON IN MY MEMORY.

YOU'RE ONLY KNOWN AS, THE SHAMELESS.

boringggggggggg.

HELLO !

i am so bored that i have nothing to do & nothing to blog about.
sister just got a new cammo for herself, envy much !
& i've been criticising quite a few people lately, not a good thing.
because i sense karma's coming with all the outbreak of pimples.
sure menses is coming along with karma too.
i want to quit having menses, just like how people quit smoking. then i'll stop having outbreaks of pimples on my PRETTY face.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
HOW TO QUIT SIAL!
i reached home at 9++, time now is 11++ and i haven't bathe yet.
gosh i hate packing bag when i have training next day.
but nehmind, for training, i will run like i have never run before!
AH NO LINK. BUT GOT LINK. someone somebody some people know what it means.
AHHAHAHAHHAHHAHA.
OKAY LA.
lame enough already.
idk why im so lame.
idk why my posts are so wordy recently.
i doubt you all like reading wordy post, cos i don't.
but you'd already read until here, don't you just love me so much?
hahhahah! im having fun typing lame jokes yo!
okay brain stuck already. no more lame jokes.
SO......

BYE !

NAREN!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!
MAD OR WHAT.

just as my night was getting a little boring as people go offline and all, Naren made me smile!

joke of the century really!

but, NAREN leh!

AWWWWW. HOW NICEEEEEEEEEE.

have a good night people!
*everybody except you. yes you. i hope you fall off your bed while you're halfway dreaming of you making out with a swine.

great lunch.

good day today.
had lunched with W26C girls.
took pictures, and it's been long since we came together and make lots of noise.
hahahahhahaa.
& we met naren while eating.
i like his hair. loL!
in all, it feels good.
lets do it again someday!
& next, i want to eat with W34Q onesssssssss.
been long since we bitched around too.

gosh.
having just a short meet up might kill us cos it'll eat up our time for doing ppt!

agnes the bitch.

i heard it happening the second time.
though i didn't see it for myself this time round, i am as pissed as ever.
stop behaving as if you're some big superstar in the school.
you joined a superstar competition, not became a superstar.
what the fuck.
even if you hate the person, it doesn't give you the right to stare at people as if they owe you a life.
if you need a tight slap to make you wake up, just say so.
you don't have to hint people by staring at them.
but we wouldn't want our hands to rot either.

seriously, i don't understand why people go to school dressing like they're going to school for some event or what, or mediacorp's there blahblahblah.
not saying anybody else, and im pointing at only her.
if someone comes to me and ask me, who's the person that disgust you most?
ah, easy, it's that girl who's from my secondary school, same class as me for two years.
BOOHOOO.

people who know who's in same class as me.
yes. she's worse than him.
he act & act & act, but much more human-ic than you.

to her, she don't understand what true friendship is at all.
neither do i. but i clearly know that friends don't come and go out of my life.
you, mother fucker, fuck off.

MONDAY

when it's suppose to be holidays for schools, rp no holiday at all.
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?
thought could at least extend the weekend holiday.
BOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO.
now im like in school blogging instead of doing my stuffs. IM SO BORED.

ate lunch with with uncle and family yesterday at Tao's.
good food. their's service - thumbs up.
and the way they deco their food, is nice - I LIKE!
after that, shop around and all.
me is want to save money go get that cotton on shirt! though i haven't tried and see if it looks nice on me.

LALALALLALALLA.
i think sales management is fun.
like something got to do with how you handle customers or blahblah.
me like.


just a boring post.
BYE YOU.

mother's day & yatie's birthday!

HA HA HA HA.

10TH OF MAY.
you know what day it is la.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

&&&&&&&

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY YATIE!

lol. enjoy ah!

FARAHEEN'S BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY FARAHEEN !

hope you enjoyed your day and had a blast!

hahahhaaahaha!

spent my whole saturday doing rj, thinking of how to do PP scope, and playing hells kitchen game. HO HO HO HO.

but i wasn't alone!

was talking to Saleha since after noon until she went offline.

COOL OR WHAT!

LeiBing sent me her pp scobe as reference, and i finally got an idea how job scope should be done.

BUT I HAVEN'T START YET.

shall go and bathe and start on it later.

BOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO.

anyways, i got the pictures for the wednesday's movie day with E66P already.

and then on thursday's safe sex talk, LeiBing skinda spammed jerome's phone with a few camwhore pictures before the talk started. nyeheheheheh!

tomorrow is mama day.

am going out for lunch i think.

& then it's going to be monday again the next day.

me is so lazy to go school!

MAJOR BOOOOOOO.

E66P

E66P. yepp. out with few of them to cine today.
caught Friday The 13th.
kao the movie freak me out.
norlyn, i can imagine you screaming if you're with me just now.
so anyway, i feel sad for people who die kinda naked.
MAJOR JOKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
i don't like it when murderers suddenly appear then kill people, the sound produced together with the loud volume, really can make me fall off from the chair.

BLAH.
PP advisor finally emailed us!
HE HE HE HE HE HE.
me is going to meet PP advisor tomorrow.

thinking strategically again tomorrow.
got safe sex talk during break.
HE HE HE HE HE.
but why compulsory for DCRSM students?
BOOHOOOOO.



i want to travelllllllllll.

labour day's night at CHIPS!

there's a last minute idea of wanting to go out on friday night.

we only wanted to meet up, and ferran's idea made us tempted too.
hahahahahhahaha.
& so, we went pubbing at CHIPS. JLong's reccomendation because of the place and the the fried chicken wings.

homygoddddddd, i love the chicken wings! but the biatches just wouldn't want to order a second round. :/

pawan couldn't make it this time, and we had edmund to join us. lol!

i can't stop whining everytime after a late night out because of the cab fare i paid for.

goshhhhh, though my sister paid for me, i keep thinking i could have done much more things with the money!

the fucking good shit chicken wings!

HEHEHEEHEHHE.

JLong had to drink a shot. It was Vallo's idea. & i guess this made her high after that. lol!

that's part of the reason what public telephone booths are for!

the headache i had after that was homygod, made me feel like just lying on the streets of orchard road and sleep till dawn but i can't.

despite that, i enjoyed myself & they'd enjoyed themselves too!

hahahhahahahhahaha. oh i'll help pawan do an announcement.

ATTN Ms: Pawan wants to eat big big big big buffet SOON!

major joke.

weekends over, tomorrow's school again.

my PP advisor haven't email me! pok.

im supposed to start researching, but i spent my whole weekend playing Hells Kitchen on facebook.

it's soooooooooo fun!

i can actually spend my whole day playing that game. but that will mean i'll get tired of it pretty soon. lol!

alamakkkkk, im very bored.

SO BORED

surprisingly, i got my first A of the sem from the module i hate the most!
now i got motivation already la!
but faci gave me not-so-good comments.
tralala, whatever!

and so, because today's a public holiday, thought can meet up with people yesterday after school. but SOME PEOPLE, just have to make us sad. LOL. JUST JOKING.
pawan & val cmi, and zacson joined us.
ate pastamania AGAIN for dinner, then slack again at jolly bean.
damnnnnn tired until we couldn't high at all. how sad.
but still got alota camwhore pictures. HAHAHHAHA.

this time not only norlyn, im camwhoring like mad too!

they still look so scandalous.

VERY FEW PICTURES GOT FERRAN IN IT!

AND THIS IS MY WORK!

and the today's just a boring day.
currently on msn with the girls. so boring.
just when we're at the peak of the convo, NORLYN HAS TO GO MISSING.
BLAH BLAH BLAH.




OKAY BYE.