Bye twenty-oh-nine.

Hello twenty-ten.

I'm going to welcome the year like how I used to welcome it years ago. Last two years' I was smashing myself in between blacks and whites and many many different colours, brusing through the different kinds of skins. So I shall forget about that this year.

I can still be a good girl if I want to. No plans tonight doesn't mean no life. Doesn't mean a happy occasion you have to spend it outside. Yes once in a lifetime only, but if we're satisfied with the state we're in, why not?

Ala bullshit!
The better me is still being very mean when bitching about people. How sad.

Oh wellllllll, Happy New Year to all!
I am going to start the year loving all of you over again, especially y'all, especially you.
HEHEHEHHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHHE.

Where'd you gooooooooo?

I missed you sooooooooo.

Seems like it's been foreverrrrrrr.

COME BACK QUICK LEH MOLEY!!!!!

Two in one.

MERRY X'MAS
&&& then the new year will come soooooonnnnnn!

Hahhahahaa, as usual, I'm spending the christmas in a no-life way. While people enjoying themselves, I'm trying to earn some buckyyyyssss for myself.

Work is as boring as ever. Even on the eve of christmas, the crowd only came in during certain period of time. (N) Then I always got nothing to do. -.-
Nehmind, after today, 5 more days. Goshhhhhhhhhhhh, I'm dying of boredom manzxzxzxzxz.

Horkay forget it. It's a day of joy. I'm happy with this year's christmas especially, because you-know-la. :$
A very different one than the past few years.
Neh heh heh.

Oh wellllllllllll, enjoy your day people. I know I will enjoy mine by facing very attitude customers the whole day. Then again, I hope time past fast, and I go home fast, sleep fast, next day come fast, the faster 29th Dec come then I finally got money. Nyehhehehehhee.

To yall, merry x'mas! :)

Hello world. :)

I've brought back the better me.

Yes I take it that i'm officially back to the free of worries period. Nyehehehhee.
PP assessment, didn't turn out good, but not that bad as well. But it's already over.
It's really a huge sigh of relieve. SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I am not very confident of passing, it's just 50-50. But miracles do happen right? Yeah.

&Then I have to skip trainings for what I am busying with these few days till almost the end of the holidays.
The christmas faiirrrrrrrrr.
I thought I'd just sleep off this whole holiday, wasn't expecting a call from Anthony.
So yeah, I'm back to the boring yet fun job - contradicting much!
I feel cheated, really. I don't want to be at the fair. Fair is soooooooo boringgggggg.
Nehmind, at least I have a friend whom I know working with me - WEEKIATTTTTTT!

Ya man, I think if he wasn't working, I would have gone mad yesterday night.
Yes, I left my phone in the girl's toilet again. Realised it only when I was already on the bus to mrt station.
Lucky shiatzxzx, the phone is still there on the toilet roll when I went back to look for it. (Y)
It's the second time this kind of thing happen, no third time please. Scared the hell out of me even though it's a priceless 6300 phone. Nyehehehheheheh!

&&&, the world doesn't revolve just around me.
I need to know, as long as I try to accept it, things can turn out very differently.
This applies to everything.
My perangai-ness worsen these few weeks I must say. I didn't realise it, but now I do.
Alaaaa, I'm trying to change k. Forgive me people. :D

Soccer clinic - JORDAN IS DAMN CUTE.
I wish I'll have a son like this know. I dont' mind pampering him like mad because he doesn't shout at me or scold me but just sing sing and sing!
HAHAHHAHHAHA!
Overall, it's very fun. Really.
And I found out that the kids are from the care corner that I went to when I was in primary school! So sweeetzxzxzx lor!

Lastly, should I ever go Rebel again?
Twice. I went there twice. Both of the times I went in for fifteen minutes, came out and never went back again. :/ K, maybe twenty minutes. But stilllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. :S


The night could have been better if I had been a better friend. Yeah.
We'll still have next time right? *innocent face*
HAHAHHAHAHHAHHHAHAHHA!

It's another time of my life.
Why don't I feel easy when the others had said it was easy to pass?
Gosh I feel like I'm the one in a million, that unlucky one, that sucky one to fail it.
I'm not havign confidence in myself.
If I think I'm going to fail, I will fail.
But I have no reason to be confident that I will pass, because I think my points are still weak.
I cannot take this kind of stress. I don't like this kind of stress.
& I don't like to be alone under this kind of circumstances.

Mumma, save me.
I long for the time when I can say "Mummyyyy, it's overrrrrrr!"
I hope I will cry for joyyyyyyy.
I pray, I practice, I stresss.
I'm weak in this kind of stuffs.
Gosh I should slap myself.

& This is how hatred develops.

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH JINLONGGGGGGG!

Love you many many many!

&&&&, I can't wait to party this weekend!

(L)(L)(L)