Don't know why I even bother coming online when I am as tired as you are, and when I can't wait to submit my RJ and go to sleep as well.

I wished I had finished my RJ earlier, and went to sleep right after I reached home.

Who says I didn't go through it means I will never understand?

It's just whether you want to, or not.

Because I don't have to show it all out that I know, I know & I know.

Or rather, idk how to make you feel better.

Fuck I wake up every morning, thinking of skipping school.

I hate this seriously. Pissed off. Complain about school. & At the end of the day, it's still my own fault again.

I don't like it I don't like it I don't like it when I wake up thinking of skipping school and going back to sleep.

I miss those nights, my disciplined days, when I will go offline by 12am, or even not come online at night at all on soccer days.

JTSYM.

Fine. Push the blame away, I'll still have to claim it back in the end.

Rubbish rubbish rubbish.

What has RP done to make me hate school so much?

I still don't understand why they want to put FA UT3 on Saturday when I have my last FA problem on Friday. Freaky Friday.

Emotional much about life at this hour.

Not a good sign. I see life as bullshit, most of the times, at this hour.

I see nothing that is worth living for in this world.

I only see the selfish world, and talk just like how I talk about people without remembering the good things they'd done for me.

Like now ah. But this is why I like to type it out. Because, that's actually not the real me. More like somebody who needs to scream it out loud, type out many things to calm down. Then that's me.

I'm a loner, at this hour.

All I was asking for, is wait for me.

Because I never want to be behind you, being all alone.