alota tests these days! freaking no mood to study!

pekcek leh, so many tests during these few days. CHICKEN MCNUGGET.

theres f&n yesterday. chemistry and history today. and tomorrow has physics, social studies and add maths. SAD.

had been watching [hua yang shao nian shao nv] these few days. VERY CUTE LEH! especially WU CHUN. HAHA. obsessed. he's so cute with his super cute eyes, and he's so shuai!

neh! shuai right?! LOL.

wakakakax. i wanna do the f&n coursework le. HAHA.

ohhs, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMUEL TAN!

LOLLA-BYE!

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JESSLYN!

firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSLYN!

very sad leh, my last year birthday also not sweet sixteen one. SAD.

and this is so shitty. i just reached home, surfeda net for a while, and now i've gotta go tuition le.

super irritating can. SO IRRITATING.

why do i have to go tuition when i have SO MANY homeworks? why issit that the tuition is 7.30 to 9.00? FUCK YOU. though its one and a half duration, i took two and half hours of my total time, because it includes my travelling time. CHICKEN MCNUGGET.

usually can be three hours too.

during the three hours, i can do one hour add maths, one hour e maths, another hour learn physics and chemistry test. but now, ALL GONE!

fuck the cdac man. FUCK FUCK FUCK!

this tuition sucks! have friends nevermind lar, but im separated! not that i condemn the sec fives, but cant sec four and fives each individual class meh? WHY MIX?!

BLOODY HELL.

hannah, i gotta go that fucking place again.

BYE LAR.

i so lost all my friends now. HAIS.

thats another doll i created during my boring hours. HAHA. its actually just about the same as those i've created in the past. but seriously, i pretty like the pink, yellow and red stuffs in there. now i know, i'm interested in almost every colours in the whole white now. im currently pretty crazy over red. hahs.

ended school in a pretty melancholy way. the most guilty thingy i felt was blaming her for calling my parents. now i knew she was actually trying to see if we need any help for anythingy. HAIS, guilts.

did some alphabets thingy for the decoration board. arghs, im a super failure at being the deco head. people, when you go back to class on monday, you'll still see black, blank boards. i did PRACTICALLY NOTHING man. but its still nice having agnes around to chat with. HAHA.

maths tuition teacher ms cheong, was super lame can. she have very lae sense of humour. and thats all i an say about her. in all, she pretty cute. HAHA.

it was different like two years ago lar.

i hated being a loner. and i hated the way im being treated by whoever you are now. i hate giving up, but i guess i have to. i want everythingy to be over and done with, but at the same time, i wish we could return to where we started.

im still as brainless and ever. in the past and now. and im still as dumb as ever, as slow, irritating, and unwanted as ever. you will never know the feeling, because you never did say anythingy wrong and was pushed away. well, i felt that, and i knew it was totally pointless to grieve over it, as i just deserve it, and am asking for it.

i still cant change the way i am. i still didnt think before i say anythingy, i did the opposite way instead. say then think. okays, ruiwei should be bashed upside down. she deserves no friend, no trust and nothing at all.

sigh, sighs, sighS, and SIGHS.

SORRY MRS YEO.

my life, so full of irritating friendship problems. WHY DO I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT IT?! DAMN YOU MAN.

its getting me more and more irritated. its getting more and more complicated. and they are just very aggitating lar. DAMN MAN. IRRITATING. PISSED OFF.

why? because i LOSE in EVERYTHINGY. and i meant everythingy. LOSER.

im just being idiotic to think so much and making the whole world ignores me. you know what? TEN sentences i've said, NINE sentences were ignored. you know how it felt when you're ignored? you felt that the people were trying to hint you to GET LOST. and you wont be needed or wanted to be anywhere. simply an EXTRA.

i've been sleeping quite early nowadays. so i was kinda quite energetic in class lar, will listen and so on. wells, but i guess except during mother tongue lessons. HAHA.

cdac tuition have started too. oh im like so unbelieveable lar. these tuitions just creeps me can. one week five days. and the travel journey is pretty long and real boring. the classrooms there were creepy, the teachers were just the same as the ones we have to face in the morning. ARGH. very tiring leh, morning face them already, evening still have to suffer again. i want to quit when i've moved.

i felt appalled too when i had made the decision to go tuition. and i felt total stupidity in me. the only thingy that interests me there were my tuition mates. the same old tuition mates. but we're separated to different english class this time. and we're mixed with the sec five people. cant we all sec four one class and sec five one class? its unfair lar! maths i guess will be the same too, expected lar. horrible tuition place.

had good mood to do homeworks these few days. because my table is clean and tidy AGAIN! HAHA. and i got a chair which is super comfortable and that i didnt had before in the past for my study table. and i see, these tiny little attention-not-really-needed thingys can affect my mood for studying.

alrights, i gotta go now. BYE!

NGEE ANN and TEMASEK polytechnic.

went to ngee ann poly yesterday and temasek poly today.

HMMS, the hospitality and tourism business thingy interests me now. HAHA. wells, pretty fun lor, and the leisure de something something, somethingy t do with recreational lar, pretty cool. and the CCAs too! HAHA.

didnt have enough time to go the cca hub at TP just now, sad.

mum and dad now tell me that its poly suits me more. jc is kinga too stressed up for me. HAHA. but i dont really like three yeas of studying, AGRH.

i havent even have my o'levels yet anyway, why mull over these future unexpected stuffs now? LOL.

alrights, i shall stop here le.

tired lar. HAIS.

i had nothing to do online, only updating my blog.

im like so blog-lover nowadays lar, i've been updating my blog for FOUR CONSECUTIVE days like nobody's business. wakakakax. im real BORED. HAHA.

my hair is starting to irritate me. ARGH, my fringe i ssimply irritating, feel like just one CHIAK, cut away all the fringe. but too bad, i dont wanna be those really crazy de woman. im NOT THAT crazy. wakakakax.

the ss presentation was finally over. HAHA. and i finally solve one of the CRASH AND BURN puzzle today! it took me almost two weeks to solve them. wakakakax.

theres ss lecture tomorrow. HAIS. very tiring lar. im starting to get more and more tired as the days past. GRRR.

alrights, i wanna go bathe now and catch the evening show. HAHA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAY!

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY MAY! hahs.

HAHAHA. HAHAHA. i feel that people are really growing up. wakakakax. may turned seventeen, and i realised im turing seventeen this year too. LOL lar, seventeen sounds quite mature de lehh. HAHAHA.

i appeared for netball training today! wakakakax. glad i have my sec three juniors who went for training today too. LOL. we slacked for about two hours. HAHA. just playing and chatting around nia.

i cant be a class decoration head. im a failure at it. ARGH!

many thingys came bac when i was telling my juniors about my experiences. about the sec three camp, separated from your cliques and blabla. ALOT AND ALOT. come to think of it, i was once really really VERY childish. hmms, once and forever will be? LOL can.

im so tired now, wanna sleep soon. LOLLA-BYE.

LOLLA-BYE is weird.

XIAN CUT SHORT HER HAIR!

lesons today were not really boring though.

went to northpoint de macdnals to have lunch after school, and then came home. and i say this freaking horrible guy on the mrt platform. freaking disgusting can. HE wears a dress. HE wears a sweater. HE wears white HIGH HEELS. HE had fake breast. HE wears black stocking. HE is botak. HE wears a pair of sunglasses. ALAMAK LAR.

although he's simply unacceptable to me, at least i admired his bravery and pride. wearing these kinda clothings in the public were so incorrigible, but he can tahan the kinda eye expressions looking at him. BUT, tahan too much not good for health lar.

i came home and got another shock again. XIAN CUT SHORT HER HAIR. it was kinda only a little bit longer than the length i had in the past. the hairstyle was aout te same too. PONG PONG de. and she dyed her hair. she looks so much like a malay woman to me now. HAHA. but mum even worse, she said she looks like some malay woman who smokes. with her skin tone colour, and the colour of her hair i guess. hahs.

i want to trim my hair too. just afraid that it QIAOs. GRRR.

thats the crab ting had in us. hahs. i very long never eat such big crabs le. SAD.

alrights, i wanna go and sleep le. GOODNIGHT.

NORLYN CHOO! CHEER UP!

I REALLY CHOSE TO GO OUT LEH.

i didnt do homework LOR. HAIYO. was thinking what homework i have, there's chinese, and add maths. OMG leh, teeruiwei! BUCK UP LAR.

went to causeway to look for xian with ting. who know when i just reached there, have to rush back home again with xian's friend, siew hui, to pass her my uniforms. stupid xian didnt tell me she wanted it TODAY.

so i had to go woodlands to look for boy for THE KEYS, then go home. and after im done, i have to go back and find him again to return THE KEYS. alamak. siew hui is really super late in the end, SORRY.

i went back to causeway to meet ting, and head to IMM. met mum and dad for some toilet the thingys. as in the mirrors, shelves and yayaya. shopped for very long and i got bored not long after. HAHAHA. after the toilet de thingys, they continued looking for lights and curtain. its a torture shopping for those thingys! ARGH.

and finally, we took a taxi to uncle's house, which is like at sengkang. had dinner there, and watched the movie THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW on channel five. and we continued watching ice age 2 after that. HAHA. jim had a super great memory, as in he remember all the scenes in the movie lar, maybe its because he had watched it alota times. and really A LOT.

SCHOOL. tomorow's going back to school again! ALAMAK. i hate having homework de days. NEVER ENDING can. ARGHH! torture! GRRR.

ohs, took a few photos on friday after the movie. these are TAKEN BY/FROM EILEEN TOO. hahs.

dear young lady, seriously say, nobody's life suck. we have family and friends, and difficult problems which are very irritating and difficult to solve. our lives dont suck if we have these thingys. you know that alota thingys are just part and parcel of one's life, so why even bother about those stupid irritating problems which are making you insane? it will be gone sooner or later. but i guess you need a room in IMH sooner or later if you keep thinking of these thingys which cause you to have very serious moodswing-ing. or the last resort, think of ME and you'll forget everythingy. HAHA. there's alota people out there who are vey willing to lend you their shoulders. keep too much and moulds will appear! HAHA.

hannahs, got to iron clothes and get ready for school AGAIN.

CHEERS!

the song LIPS OF AN ANGEL.

hurrays!

i finally got my new blogskin done, and the fonts too. now its alot more easier to see. wakakakax.

my second week of school is just the same. just like every other people de school days. doing homeworks, handing in homeworks, getting scolded by teachers for not doing homeworks, doing projects, stay back in school to play. and lastly, class deco thingy.

noelle and i became one of the class committee, the decoration heads. the position is pretty interesting, but kinda stress de lehh. have to think of designs, buy materials and then do them. next weeks i;ve gotta stay back for alota days!

i've skipped alota netball trainings last year, then this year was intending to change cca. just when i got the transfer forms, the netballers actually still informed me that netball trainings had changed to every tuesday. ARGHS, i didnt even go and see ms norfida that go. SO GUILTY CAN? grrr. alrights, im a good girl alright. i shall try not to skip trainings anymore, also to get more cca points. oooo-la-la!

went to watch movie yesterday night, SCHOOL FOR SCOUNDRELS, with the other five gifts greetings people and eileen and may.

pretty nice movie, but quite lame. HAHA. lead actor is TALL. wakakakax.

awww, saturday is gone, tomorrow's sunday. i spent my whole day doing sudoku can. ARGHS. [crash and burn] de level is like so chimalogy LOR.

i want to go uncle's house tomorrow, but my homeworks are not done yet. SAD. to go or not to go? to do or not to do? LALALAs

i know im abit slow, but i only have time to upload these photos to photobucket then to here. hahs. these are taken on the day gifts greetings staffs had lunch at nydc, taken from eileen de. hahs.

and that's all!

NEW BLOGSKIN!

im still changing my font!

its super small! even myself also see until eye pain. GRRR.

im lazy to do my homeworks. ARGH.

its a SATURDAY midnight. HAHA.

my day passed very fast.

woke up at twelve, and took the whole noon to wrapped books. aiyah, i do thingys very slow, somemore i was watching tv too, so it took the whole noon.

shopped with xian at causeway just now. hahs. and SHE BOUGHT A PAIR OF EARINGS FOR ME.

so, ms tee, you happy now?

LOL. okays. i super the very sian to do my homeworks lar. anyways, english homework due on tuesday, so i can slowly do isnt it? HAHA.

the ss project TOO. chicken mcnugget. i dont like doing projects. GRRR. i want to get out of doing projects de life SOON.

ohh, doing projects de life but not secondary school de life. wakakakax.

hurrays, three more days and ting is coming back! CHOCOLATES! woohoo!

yayayayaya and ya.

SCHOOL REOPENS. O'LEVEL! arghs

MUACKS!
catch my kiss will ya?

HAHA. alrights, just like how i started off in school today, with my stupid actions and SO NOT FUNNY jokes.

wakakakax. but seriously, i love cracking LAME LAME cold jokes. especially after that only im laughing at my own joke. you know the feeling? quite pervert lar, but imlovinít. wakakakax.

alrights, form teacher still the same, MRS YEO.

thats the only interesting thingy lar hor. can remember.

OH OH, the new principal. MR ONG KOCK HUA. abit abit mr eng de heng leh. LOL. he's pretty fierce, from what i observed today lar. HAHA.

weeees! im rich! HAHAHA.

yayayyaya and ya.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007! woohoo!

LOL HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!

its 2007, oh shucks, o'levels year.

arhghs, a new year has begun, and school's reopening soon. i totally go no moo to study. i havent even buy the new books for school yet. HAHAHA.

i spent my last day of the year at jurong point, companying xian. kelian leh, last day of the year still need to work. plus i got nowhere to go also. wakakakax. but im sorta rewarded lar, HAHA. she bought me a new shorts. LOL.

oh, viewed the new house yesterday. it was kinda smaller lar. and the only thingy i want to complain is, the BANGLADESH. what the hell lar, boonlay mrt station got alot can. theres also alot at my house there at night. like OMG can. i will have to hesistate to stay out late in the future or not.

its not i want to be racist towards the banglas, but i really want to dig their eyes out. oh, and i saw alot of the bangla guy-guy couple holding hands. an ugly sight lar. shit you bangladesh. ARGH!

alrights, im currently watching she's all that on youtube. i watched that movie years ago, and it was really nice. so i wanted to watch it again. no vcd, but heng got youtube. wakakakax.

BYES!