its getting me more and more irritated. its getting more and more complicated. and they are just very aggitating lar. DAMN MAN. IRRITATING. PISSED OFF.
why? because i LOSE in EVERYTHINGY. and i meant everythingy. LOSER.
im just being idiotic to think so much and making the whole world ignores me. you know what? TEN sentences i've said, NINE sentences were ignored. you know how it felt when you're ignored? you felt that the people were trying to hint you to GET LOST. and you wont be needed or wanted to be anywhere. simply an EXTRA.
i've been sleeping quite early nowadays. so i was kinda quite energetic in class lar, will listen and so on. wells, but i guess except during mother tongue lessons. HAHA.
cdac tuition have started too. oh im like so unbelieveable lar. these tuitions just creeps me can. one week five days. and the travel journey is pretty long and real boring. the classrooms there were creepy, the teachers were just the same as the ones we have to face in the morning. ARGH. very tiring leh, morning face them already, evening still have to suffer again. i want to quit when i've moved.
i felt appalled too when i had made the decision to go tuition. and i felt total stupidity in me. the only thingy that interests me there were my tuition mates. the same old tuition mates. but we're separated to different english class this time. and we're mixed with the sec five people. cant we all sec four one class and sec five one class? its unfair lar! maths i guess will be the same too, expected lar. horrible tuition place.
had good mood to do homeworks these few days. because my table is clean and tidy AGAIN! HAHA. and i got a chair which is super comfortable and that i didnt had before in the past for my study table. and i see, these tiny little attention-not-really-needed thingys can affect my mood for studying.
alrights, i gotta go now. BYE!
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