thats another doll i created during my boring hours. HAHA. its actually just about the same as those i've created in the past. but seriously, i pretty like the pink, yellow and red stuffs in there. now i know, i'm interested in almost every colours in the whole white now. im currently pretty crazy over red. hahs.
ended school in a pretty melancholy way. the most guilty thingy i felt was blaming her for calling my parents. now i knew she was actually trying to see if we need any help for anythingy. HAIS, guilts.
did some alphabets thingy for the decoration board. arghs, im a super failure at being the deco head. people, when you go back to class on monday, you'll still see black, blank boards. i did PRACTICALLY NOTHING man. but its still nice having agnes around to chat with. HAHA.
maths tuition teacher ms cheong, was super lame can. she have very lae sense of humour. and thats all i an say about her. in all, she pretty cute. HAHA.
it was different like two years ago lar.
i hated being a loner. and i hated the way im being treated by whoever you are now. i hate giving up, but i guess i have to. i want everythingy to be over and done with, but at the same time, i wish we could return to where we started.
im still as brainless and ever. in the past and now. and im still as dumb as ever, as slow, irritating, and unwanted as ever. you will never know the feeling, because you never did say anythingy wrong and was pushed away. well, i felt that, and i knew it was totally pointless to grieve over it, as i just deserve it, and am asking for it.
i still cant change the way i am. i still didnt think before i say anythingy, i did the opposite way instead. say then think. okays, ruiwei should be bashed upside down. she deserves no friend, no trust and nothing at all.
sigh, sighs, sighS, and SIGHS.
SORRY MRS YEO.
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